Memory 33 - Significant Negative
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stigmateyesMemory 33: Failure in Runa
Memory goes here. From the start until the theme song starts, then skip to the commercial break. Memory lasts to the end of the episode.
What he learns?
- Though he's already seen this from the memory Ferris shown him, now he can actually feel his pure anger and horror and how close he was to SNAPPING as he watches what they did to Arua and his parents. All for the sake of testng his Alpha Stigma! Why? Why do people have to do this to them? It was so hard to think at all. All he knew was he HAD TO STOP THIS.
- This also introduces his certain knowledge that when he's with Ferris, he knows he can do anything!
- The magic knights killed Arua's father. He already knew something had happened since Arua was living with Ferris' family after they saved Kuku. But... RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE BOY'S EYES?!
- Which means Arua's lost himself to Alpha Stigma before too...
- Thank goodness, he was able to stop him before he reached the complete breaking point...
- Hearing the magic knights talk about how Alpha Stigma bearers deserve God's punishment was maddening! But Ferris can still stop him from doing anything rash. He really needs her.
- He feels shunned by God. This is the religion some of the people here in Aather rely on? One that would make Alpha Stigma bearers and then set the world against them? Bullshit! It's all bullshit!
- Why?
What this means in Aather?
This memory makes Ryner feel super suck and a bit like a failure, especially since he connects Pascal heavily with Arua. It's a huge reminder that he can't always save everyone, and that is so hard for him to cope with. But as he received the memory when he's determined to protect Pascal, this memory will make that impulse even stronger.
It also serves as a reminder of how much people hate him back home and makes him wonder, as he does in the memory, why people like him were born and whether it's nothing more than a big cosmic joke.
:(
Memory goes here. From the start until the theme song starts, then skip to the commercial break. Memory lasts to the end of the episode.
What he learns?
- Though he's already seen this from the memory Ferris shown him, now he can actually feel his pure anger and horror and how close he was to SNAPPING as he watches what they did to Arua and his parents. All for the sake of testng his Alpha Stigma! Why? Why do people have to do this to them? It was so hard to think at all. All he knew was he HAD TO STOP THIS.
- This also introduces his certain knowledge that when he's with Ferris, he knows he can do anything!
- The magic knights killed Arua's father. He already knew something had happened since Arua was living with Ferris' family after they saved Kuku. But... RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE BOY'S EYES?!
- Which means Arua's lost himself to Alpha Stigma before too...
- Thank goodness, he was able to stop him before he reached the complete breaking point...
- Hearing the magic knights talk about how Alpha Stigma bearers deserve God's punishment was maddening! But Ferris can still stop him from doing anything rash. He really needs her.
- He feels shunned by God. This is the religion some of the people here in Aather rely on? One that would make Alpha Stigma bearers and then set the world against them? Bullshit! It's all bullshit!
- Why?
What this means in Aather?
This memory makes Ryner feel super suck and a bit like a failure, especially since he connects Pascal heavily with Arua. It's a huge reminder that he can't always save everyone, and that is so hard for him to cope with. But as he received the memory when he's determined to protect Pascal, this memory will make that impulse even stronger.
It also serves as a reminder of how much people hate him back home and makes him wonder, as he does in the memory, why people like him were born and whether it's nothing more than a big cosmic joke.
:(
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Date: 2012-02-25 06:37 am (UTC)