"Night" // Ryner Lute (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
stigmateyes) wrote2013-03-19 04:55 pm
stigmateyes) wrote2013-03-19 04:55 pm
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Memory 69 - Significant Negative
Memory 69: Killing people to save Miilk
Credit.
She dreamt.
It was that dream again.
It was that dream of the orphanage.
It was the dream of that boy.
The dream of Ryner Lute…
And like usual… like usual, it was filled with death…
In the dream.
The boy’s unexpected change was sudden.
That opportunity was only a small matter…
She had been severely injured by the instructor because she had made a mistake in her lesson and collapsed on the floor, this was an opportunity…
It was a fatal wound.
This attack had made her body lose strength and her head started to bleed. The amount of blood was more than expected and she was unable to move. The fresh blood spread on the ground. Her body could not move.
This represented death.
People who were unable to fight could only die.
This was the only rule in the orphanage.
The number of people who could survive had been decided. If one person died, another person could be saved. So everyone would not let off the people could not move.
Not only the adults.
Even the friends who had been laughing and chatting with her yesterday lunged towards the motionless her.
This was the end…
She thought.
Her vision had gone blurry. The fresh blood flowing from her head made her vision become more blurry. In this blurry world, she still tried to look at her surroundings.
She tried to find the silhouette of that boy…
She wanted to look at his silhouette for the last time.
Where was he?
She searched for him
What would he say if he saw me in this terrible condition?
Would he be angry?
Or would he feel slightly sad?
She thought…
But the boy did not reveal a sad expression.
There was no rage.
He only blankly and dazedly used that intrigued expression to look at her…
“…Mi-Milk… Why… ai… what should I do… it’s as if everything…what… is this… save… save… Ah, ah, ah, aaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahahahahaha”
She heard his laughter.
What happened next was unbelievable.
The people disappeared one by one. Like words, they disappeared, shattered and collapsed…
She could only hear that unending laughter.
The presences around her disappeared one by one…
The moaning sound did not stop.
“Mon-monster!?”
“What is that person!? Quick, escape quickly…”
“Stop Ryner!? Stop aaaahh….”
“Don’t kill me. Don’t, I don’t want to die!? I don’t…”
Every sentence stopped before they were completed.
When everything had disappeared…
Only she and Ryner were left…
She would be killed…
She knew this. She already understood. Whoever was standing by her, was not Ryner.
This was the true power of the Alpha Stigma who would spread disaster and chaos…
This was why he was called a monster and was hated by everyone…
But she only closed her eyes, smiling.
“Are you there? Ryner. Are you going to kill me?”
“…”
Ryner did not reply. But she knew he was there. She could hear his breathing. He was in front of her. He was standing in front of her because he was going to kill her.
“But, you don’t have to mind. I am very happy. I feel that it’s not bad if Ryner kills me.”
“…”
The laughter that she had heard just now could not be heard now.
But she knew that she would be killed. Once an Alpha Stigma bearer went mad, he would be unable to return to normal. So they were unable to survive alongside the humans.
But… even so…
She still wanted to see him one last time.
Even if he wasn’t him anymore, but she had sworn once.
She would never let go of his hand…
She tried her best to wipe away the blood on her face and opened her eyes. She withstood the pain in her eyes and opened her eyes…
But what she saw was a stretch of red.
It was not the blood that had flowed down her face.
Everything living was dead.
Only she and Ryner were left living…
Ryner stood in the middle of the blood stained ground, dazedly looking at her…
“Was… it I, I who killed…? I… I don’t want, don’t want to kill… I… I am a mon-…”
She raised her voice.
“Even if you’re a monster, it’s fine!”
Ryner looked at her with empty eyes.
Tears flowed out of his eyes.
Tears flowed out of those black eyes with the red five-pointed star, watching her…
She looked at his eyes and said.
“Even if you’re a monster, I don’t care. You haven’t killed me. But everyone else… the adults killed my-my friends and my parents… If you are a monster who hasn’t killed me, then I would rather you be a monster! So, don’t cry? So…”
But her words were interrupted.
A few black-armored men appeared suddenly and surrounded him.
“This monster is indeed special; he’s different from the other Alpha Stigmas recorded. He has a response to #837 as he stopped going berserk. This is worth researching.”
837 was the number that was allocated for her. In here, they were not called by their names. After all, they were pawns that could be disposed of so there was no need for names.
She had never been treated as a human before.
In the end, she had no name, monster…
But now, she felt somewhat happy because of this.
See, Ryner. I’m like you…
So… you’re not alone…
She wanted to say this, but,
“#837 might have some effect in this monster’s research work. Don’t kill her, take her away.” When the black-armored man decided that, a heavy blow struck her from the back…
She lost consciousness.
What he learns?
- Someone had beaten Miilk to the point of near-death when they were in the institute together.
- He had snapped and killed again with his Alpha Stigma.
- Miilk had told him it wasn't bad if he killed her.
- She told him it was okay if he was a monster and he managed to quell his AS.
- They called him 837.
- The soldiers spared Miilk so they could use her to research him.
What this means?
Well, his memory of fighting against AS mitigates this some, but it's still pretty awful. And Ryner hates remembering murders. This is especially hard because it shows that Miilk survived because of him but for the worst reason. :(
Credit.
She dreamt.
It was that dream again.
It was that dream of the orphanage.
It was the dream of that boy.
The dream of Ryner Lute…
And like usual… like usual, it was filled with death…
In the dream.
The boy’s unexpected change was sudden.
That opportunity was only a small matter…
She had been severely injured by the instructor because she had made a mistake in her lesson and collapsed on the floor, this was an opportunity…
It was a fatal wound.
This attack had made her body lose strength and her head started to bleed. The amount of blood was more than expected and she was unable to move. The fresh blood spread on the ground. Her body could not move.
This represented death.
People who were unable to fight could only die.
This was the only rule in the orphanage.
The number of people who could survive had been decided. If one person died, another person could be saved. So everyone would not let off the people could not move.
Not only the adults.
Even the friends who had been laughing and chatting with her yesterday lunged towards the motionless her.
This was the end…
She thought.
Her vision had gone blurry. The fresh blood flowing from her head made her vision become more blurry. In this blurry world, she still tried to look at her surroundings.
She tried to find the silhouette of that boy…
She wanted to look at his silhouette for the last time.
Where was he?
She searched for him
What would he say if he saw me in this terrible condition?
Would he be angry?
Or would he feel slightly sad?
She thought…
But the boy did not reveal a sad expression.
There was no rage.
He only blankly and dazedly used that intrigued expression to look at her…
“…Mi-Milk… Why… ai… what should I do… it’s as if everything…what… is this… save… save… Ah, ah, ah, aaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahahahahaha”
She heard his laughter.
What happened next was unbelievable.
The people disappeared one by one. Like words, they disappeared, shattered and collapsed…
She could only hear that unending laughter.
The presences around her disappeared one by one…
The moaning sound did not stop.
“Mon-monster!?”
“What is that person!? Quick, escape quickly…”
“Stop Ryner!? Stop aaaahh….”
“Don’t kill me. Don’t, I don’t want to die!? I don’t…”
Every sentence stopped before they were completed.
When everything had disappeared…
Only she and Ryner were left…
She would be killed…
She knew this. She already understood. Whoever was standing by her, was not Ryner.
This was the true power of the Alpha Stigma who would spread disaster and chaos…
This was why he was called a monster and was hated by everyone…
But she only closed her eyes, smiling.
“Are you there? Ryner. Are you going to kill me?”
“…”
Ryner did not reply. But she knew he was there. She could hear his breathing. He was in front of her. He was standing in front of her because he was going to kill her.
“But, you don’t have to mind. I am very happy. I feel that it’s not bad if Ryner kills me.”
“…”
The laughter that she had heard just now could not be heard now.
But she knew that she would be killed. Once an Alpha Stigma bearer went mad, he would be unable to return to normal. So they were unable to survive alongside the humans.
But… even so…
She still wanted to see him one last time.
Even if he wasn’t him anymore, but she had sworn once.
She would never let go of his hand…
She tried her best to wipe away the blood on her face and opened her eyes. She withstood the pain in her eyes and opened her eyes…
But what she saw was a stretch of red.
It was not the blood that had flowed down her face.
Everything living was dead.
Only she and Ryner were left living…
Ryner stood in the middle of the blood stained ground, dazedly looking at her…
“Was… it I, I who killed…? I… I don’t want, don’t want to kill… I… I am a mon-…”
She raised her voice.
“Even if you’re a monster, it’s fine!”
Ryner looked at her with empty eyes.
Tears flowed out of his eyes.
Tears flowed out of those black eyes with the red five-pointed star, watching her…
She looked at his eyes and said.
“Even if you’re a monster, I don’t care. You haven’t killed me. But everyone else… the adults killed my-my friends and my parents… If you are a monster who hasn’t killed me, then I would rather you be a monster! So, don’t cry? So…”
But her words were interrupted.
A few black-armored men appeared suddenly and surrounded him.
“This monster is indeed special; he’s different from the other Alpha Stigmas recorded. He has a response to #837 as he stopped going berserk. This is worth researching.”
837 was the number that was allocated for her. In here, they were not called by their names. After all, they were pawns that could be disposed of so there was no need for names.
She had never been treated as a human before.
In the end, she had no name, monster…
But now, she felt somewhat happy because of this.
See, Ryner. I’m like you…
So… you’re not alone…
She wanted to say this, but,
“#837 might have some effect in this monster’s research work. Don’t kill her, take her away.” When the black-armored man decided that, a heavy blow struck her from the back…
She lost consciousness.
What he learns?
- Someone had beaten Miilk to the point of near-death when they were in the institute together.
- He had snapped and killed again with his Alpha Stigma.
- Miilk had told him it wasn't bad if he killed her.
- She told him it was okay if he was a monster and he managed to quell his AS.
- They called him 837.
- The soldiers spared Miilk so they could use her to research him.
What this means?
Well, his memory of fighting against AS mitigates this some, but it's still pretty awful. And Ryner hates remembering murders. This is especially hard because it shows that Miilk survived because of him but for the worst reason. :(